Bars

First off, mixing white wine, red wine and beer in one night is never a good idea. My head keeps reminding me about it, over and over and over this morning.

Secondly, the Bartender at the bar i frequent was hot last night. it was the first time I had really looked at someone in that light in the past few weeks, buy boy he was pretty. I tend to go for the preppy look (both guys and girls) but this guy was grungy t-shirt, tattoos, and just pulled it all off so well.

I was happy to be attracted to someone again, and not having to feel guilty about it. Did I talk to him, yes. However it was all normal bar talk. Did I pursue it further? No. Im far too shy for that kind of stuff, and I still have a lot of "me" work to do before I start playing the field again.

I was thinking about things today regarding breakups. I find it funny that most people dont break up until they have a chance with someone else. Like most breakups I know of didnt occur, wherein the breaker upper wasnt hooking up with someone they had been talking to soon after. The breaker uppee usually takes a while, because they didnt have that kind of thing waiting for them after, and why would they, they didnt know it was going to happen (or they did but they hoped for the best). Maybe its best to just keep having options out there, no matter how happy you are in a relationship. Rebound sex is always great. I say this, but I wont ever really do it, but its nice to make yourself sluttier than you are sometimes.

So now I need to start going to the bar on Wed nights (What healthy goals I set for myself) and maybe something will come of it. Or maybe he will be in a relationship or married and nothing will ever happen, but sometimes eye candy is worth it.

But white wine, red wine and beer mixed... that is never worth it. Ugh, I dont even like white wine.