I dont appreciate being jerked around, and I feel thats whats been happening for the past month. I get that people dont know what they want, or miss an old life once in a while, but if you have no idea what you want, then dont bother screwing with me.
This has been my realization over the past few days. Ive stopped talking to the ex. Who knows if it will be forever, or a month, or another day... but it needed to be done. She was becoming bipolar and I just didnt want to deal, no, couldnt deal with it anymore.
Im an addictive personality. I know that if she texts it will take a lot for me to not respond. But I feel this is a step, and hopefully one in the right direction. I want to be happy, and for once, Im going to try really hard to make it happen.
Carpe Diem - Seize the carp. :)
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